days 19 and 20/40 Day 19 & 20/40 The past two days have been full of anger and loneliness. It’s a strange kind of pain—surrounded by people, even family, yet still feeling completely alone. I’ve tried to celebrate the little wins, but it almost feels silly to care when the weight of being left to do everything on my own sits so heavy. And the truth is, just because someone *can* handle life alone doesn’t mean they *want* to. Sometimes strength looks like surviving, but sometimes it just feels